November 18th, 2008
so THAT ^^^ picture is my all time inspiration. she is my height and body type which means that is achievable. im 8-10lbs above what she was at that picture, so it really shouldn’t take long if i buckle down.
i am going to rotate my cals, but make sure I have less than 500 everyday from now on. 500 will count as binging. i am going to try my best to have less than 300 a day but 500 is the ultimate maximum!
today is my 37 month anniversary with my boyfriend. i hope we dont have to eat too much :/
lovelove xxx
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Posted by saphyralorelei
November 18th, 2008
[820] from earlier plus :
- crisps [80]
total [900]
icccckkkk
lovelove xxx
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Posted by saphyralorelei
November 17th, 2008
[760] from earlier plus :
- 2 mini milks [60]
total [820]
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Posted by saphyralorelei
November 17th, 2008
and on top of my [550] from earlier ive had :
- rice [50]
- mccoys crisps [160]
total [760]
lovelove xxx
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Posted by saphyralorelei
November 17th, 2008
ive been binging lately, it’s not really acceptable and i feel disgusting. but im going to be honest anyway.
today i’ve had :
- chocolate bar [180]
- sweetcorn thins [60]
- rice cakes [80]
- soup [40]
- frazzles [80]
- chocolate [60]
- yoghurt [50]
- raw carrots, small plum, small apple
- diet cherryade
total [550]
gah, thats WAY too much lol. id have been fine without the chocolate but oh well. i did walk about quite a lot today 
lovelove xxx
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